I wish I could do a journal entry and backdate it....this time I only made it 84 days...in the wee hours of this morning I ended up cutting. :( I just noticed when I logged in I would've met my goal if I made it another 16 days. :(
I mean things overall are going well...but getting so many attacks and have recently had some issues with people who I thought were good friends....just lots of different things.
I'm going to a Fire Meeting at church tonight and then service in the morning tomorrow. I'm loving it there and all the amazing things God is doing....even though sometimes I feel like it's not meant for me to feel the joy and see all the good things God wants for me. But I know it's lies. It's just still a struggle.
I mean things overall are going well...but getting so many attacks and have recently had some issues with people who I thought were good friends....just lots of different things.
I'm going to a Fire Meeting at church tonight and then service in the morning tomorrow. I'm loving it there and all the amazing things God is doing....even though sometimes I feel like it's not meant for me to feel the joy and see all the good things God wants for me. But I know it's lies. It's just still a struggle.
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God wants good things for you and yes there is a battle going on. I am sorry that you didn\'t reach your goal but try again! It\'s one day at a time Nicole, one moment at a time. God is always with us but sometimes we cannot feel His presence, just trust and remember you are worthy of every good thing God has for you. love an dhugs. Mary
Stay the course, that always makes the devil flee from you! Continue in your walk with the Lord. None of us are worthy of any attention from our God but He is all merciful, all loving and He does love you so very much...relax and enjoy being loved by God!
God is with you Sweetie. Please stay strong ok.
Much Love,
Niecy