I wish I could do a journal entry and backdate it....this time I only made it 84 days...in the wee hours of this morning I ended up cutting.  :(  I just noticed when I logged in I would've met my goal if I made it another 16 days.  :( 
 
I mean things overall are going well...but getting so many attacks and have recently had some issues with people who I thought were good friends....just lots of different things. 
 
I'm going to a Fire Meeting at church tonight and then service in the morning tomorrow.  I'm loving it there and all the amazing things God is doing....even though sometimes I feel like it's not meant for me to feel the joy and see all the good things God wants for me.  But I know it's lies.  It's just still a struggle.