Feeling better then last night when I wrote...but still emotional.  I realized though it's time of month though too so I'm sure the good ol' hormones are having a field day.   Plus I found out today my uncle died...my dad's brother.  I didn't know him well...because he lived kinda far away to visit so I only ever saw him when he would visit us.  As a kid I was scared of him but as I grew older I realized he really is such a loveable man.  He just looks a little rough and had a really scary cough because of his emphasyma.  He also had Parkinson and was diabetic.  He was always thoughtful...he called my dad often and it was nice to talk to him on the phone if I was the one to answer, he was always sending my dad magazine and papers in the mail about old cars and tractors.  He'd send video's a lot too.  Over the last few years I've been wanting to get to know him better but have never had the opportunity due to distance.  Now i don't have that chance but I know one thing...he is loved by many and will be missed.  He was 74 I think.  RIP Uncle L....I didn't know you well but I love you and will miss you just the same.   Anyway...just having my breakfast and knowing I have lots to do to get ready for today.  I'm going to the Christmas Eve service at my parents church and then to their house for a night or two.  I need to get a shower and redo my nails and pack up everything....thankfully most of the Christmas related stuff is done already...somehow.  So it's just really a matter of getting ready.