Had a couple okay days but feeling down today.  I think it's just because I had my OT appointment and it made me realize how quickly time is passing and I'm feeling stressed about getting things ready for Christmas...and feel like I should be able to do a lot more then I am doing.  But she said I was doing great, especially looking back to a year ago and I know I'm doing a lot better then I was then but still it doesn't feel like I'm doing good enough. Went to my sisters yesterday though.  They were having a big get-together brunch kinda thing...which lasted all afternoon and into the evening.  Then I had to bus home after.  OMG though...there was a bottle of homemade Chocolate Raspberry Port and it was amazing...you could actually taste the chocolate flavor in it which really surprised me. Think I'm going to work on candy cane reindeer and look through some cookbooks and online for some holiday recipe's/desserts because I'm thinking I'd like to do that instead of buying all different gifts.  I'm not sure which I find more stressful though...all the baking or all the shopping.   Anyway, my eyes are burning, my left ear is aching, my throat hurts and I'm a mess...so gonna go get off the computer and get something done.  I feel like crawling back into bed but trying to fight that urge.