Today might be a little better then yesterday...in some ways.  It's another day were I've stayed put in the apartment though.  It has been raining insanely here today and it's actually a good thing I was here because the windows started leaking as did my roommates ceiling so I was able to get towels and buckets strategically placed around the place.  Things have calmed down now and we actually just had the most beautiful rainbow right outside along with a moment of blue sky.  It was such a moment of beauty, peace, tranquility, and thankfullness.  Life is Tough But God is Faithful and I am so thankful for that.  By the way, that is the name of a book I am reading right now by Sheila Walsh.  It is helping me appreciate the hard times and look at them in a different way although I will admit some parts aren't easy to read.  I'm planning to read through it once and then since it has a study guide in the back I plan to read it a second time using the study guide. I started the increased dose of prozac today and so far so good.  Just very mild side effects (a little stomach upset and increased tiredness)...the latter may be from the weather though or the fact I had to use ativan to sleep last night.   I don't know...I'm drained....but at least feeling semi-content with things today.  Things are pretty good really...minus this depression/low energy stuff.  And my roommate and I are getting along again.  I think maybe that crap time we just had, may have made us stronger.  I don't know. I do know Satan doesn't want the two of us to be friends...I've known that since before we lived together...but He will NOT win that battle.