Doing alright.  Most days doing good but having the occassional off day.  One day actually really caught me off guard and I found myself having the urge to cut but fought it off.   Tonight I'm a bit disappointed but not to the point of harming myself.  I have been planning for a few months to go to this event in my city called Nocturne...Art at Night.  So all the galleries and studios were open late and there was all kinds of extra entertainment around the city and the best part is it was free.  Well, I didn't really want to go on my own since some of it is in the rougher area's of the city and the event ran until midnight....so I got a friend to go.  That part was fine...but she invited along a couple other friends...which wouldn't have been a problem except they complained about everything.  Didn't want to walk from place to place, constantly wanted to smoke (cigarettes and hash), and eat.  That left very little time for actually enjoying the event.  We got to maybe 5 places out of about 40.  Mind you, I enjoyed the places we did get to...but I was hoping for so much more...and I was so disappointed that I felt sick.  Ah well...at least I got to a little of it.  One of the girls I can understand her not wanting to go further...she wasn't wearing good shoes and had huge blisters on her feet...so that I understand and it's valid...although I told them wear walking shoes because chances are we'd be walking.  Anyway...I'm just a little frustrated, I felt like I should have just gone on my own and taken my chances.  *shrugs* Ah well, I guess that's life.  At least I didn't cave into peer pressure like I would've a couple years ago.  I didn't have a smoke or any hash.  Finally I'm comfortable enough standing my ground on that.   I don't need to conform to other peoples standards.  Though I did enjoy a couple of drinks...lol.