Thanks to whatever bug I've picked up I haven't had any trouble making the sleep/wake goals. I'm not sure I walked quite as long as I was suppose to but I'm counting it. I had an appointment today for the abdominal ultrasound. It was interesting, but I don't find out anything for a week or so. Something that seemed a little off, but may just be procedure in that department, was that she went away for 5-10 minutes to get their doctor to review the images before they decided they were done. Usually in other departments they don't do this but I'm not going to worry about it. It might just be their procedure. Mom met me in the city and took me to the grocery store to get popsicles. My throat is better but they were a good deal so she decided to get them anyway just in case. I have slept most of the day since I got home and am about ready to go to bed again now...it's not even 10:30pm yet. I was thinking last night about some stuff. I feel like my mental health has stunted my growth socially and emotionally. It makes me a little sad...because I often feel like I'm about 14/15 years old and I'm 27. I don't want to change completely but I'd like to feel a little closer to my age. I feel like I don't fit in the way I am. I'm not sure how to encourage growth in these area's other then to force myself into uncomfortable situations were I'll have to learn and practice the right ways to behave. I don't know if that makes any sense. Maybe it's possible that I"m just overthinking but it is still something that is bothering me a bit. Anyhow, I need to get into my pj's and maybe grab a bite to eat, actually a little hungry. My roommate is away for 2 weeks so I may just sleep on the couch and watch tv since I've slept all day. I have an appointment tomorrow morning.
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