3am i'm still up...can tell you now i won't be making that up by 10am goal i'm thinking it may be time to take a bit of a break from writing here...i haven't really had much to say.  I'll still keep track of when I accomplish my goals, I just may not write much if anything with it.  I'm in a bit of a funk I guess....not really depressed (at least not how I normally experience it)...my moods are depressed but I haven't lost the energy...if anything I've got a little bit more.  I even made a double batch of chocolate chip cookies tonight.  :)  Some of them are for my dad for Father's day.    Think I'm going to need to get my hair cut even shorter as soon as I have some money...my hair is too short to even be in a small pony tail and yet I'm still finding it too long!  I swear I'm tempted to shave it all off.  I really don't think it would be that bad.  LOL...but I'm too chicken to actually do it. Will try to catch up on all the entries I'm behind on.  I have a system now, just a matter of doing it.   Nothing too exciting....just figured since I am awake and in front of the computer I might as well say what's on my mind.