i don't feel good...my bp and pulse are going crazy, last i checked it was 161/107 pulse 110 some are higher some are lower...i never did anything to make it do this...just been laying on the couch watching a movie...but it's been feeling off since before the movie and not getting better...and it wasn't an anxiety producing movie....but i feel anxious now because i'm scared...i dunno what to do...  gonna keep an eye on it a bit and then if it doesn't get better i guess go to the er but i don't want to...i'm scared...i don't want them to see that I've been cutting again...all over my stomach and chest...  something tells me i'm gonna have to though..