I think I'm struggling more with the depression right now then I care to admit.  I am trying to have faith that things will be okay (see article posted in previous entry) but I'm really strugglign with the whole "faith" thing right now.  I'm trying to pull myself together since today is my nephew's 18th birthday and we're all getting together for cake.   Not really sure what else to write but wanted to take the time to write now because I might be away from the computer for a few days.  Not sure yet if I'm going to stay at my parents or one of my sisters places for a couple nights.