Don't have much time to write as I need to leave shortly for my psychiatry appointment and I'm not really ready yet.   I've been reading the book The Shack and it's really helping me and giving me a new perspective on how a relationship with God should be.  It's a really good book.  I'll be honest, it's not my favorite book to read, but I'm enjoying that it's helping me in some area's that I'm struggling and I really feel that I was meant to read this book right now.   I am unsure how things will go today with my two appointments.  I think it'll be hard but I know instead of being afraid of what will happen I just need to trust with whatever little bit that I have in me to trust with, that Jesus is right there with me going through it beside me.  Doesn't mean it'll be easy though. Anyway, I need to get running.  I think my tummy is going to behave now.  I was sick this morning when I tried to drink my greens+ shake but I think it's just problems with reflux and too much acidity.  That used to happen to me a lot when I was back in school.  I don't have a temperature and don't feel much like I have a bug or anything so I'm pretty sure it's just reflux related.  Having some problems with one of my fingers (pinkie) being swollen and some other aches and pains but nothing major.  I'm just planning to enjoy today for what it is.  A present.   Think after my second appointment I'm going to take some time to walk through the Public Gardens and maybe if the weather cooperates read a little while I'm there.  Hmmm...can't get my tracker to work for my go to bed by 1am goal.  Anyway, did accomplish that last night.  :)