Saw my OT today.  We re-worked the goals a bit again.  I edited them here to reflect the changes.  I didn't realize it bothered me as much as it did that I didn't meet the goals.  It didn't until today when we started changing them and I just started crying.  She was very good about it though.  She says I'm doing really well and not to be hard on myself about not meeting these goals.  She said it will take time and trial and error, much like finding the right medication, to find the right balance with the goals for now.  Especially since this has been ongoing for so long.  Anyway...I'm a little bummed out about that.  And even though I'm not suppose to have naps anymore I ended up falling asleep on the couch.  I feel so worn out lately.  Tomorrow will likely be an emotional day.  I see both my psychiatrist and my new psychologist tomorrow.  I don't like having both those appointments on the same day...I'd rather if they had to be the same day at least have the order reversed but it doesn't work that way.  So I guess I'm going to just have to deal with it.