It's 1am on the 29th but I'm writing as if it's still the 28th. My sister's birthday was today and my mom and both my sisters and I went out for lunch.  Nothing too big or extravagent but fun nonetheless.  Afterwards mom and I went to the mall to pick up my curtains and curtain rod....I think they'll work...Dad's coming in tomorrow with his tools to hang the rod.  Yay!  Can't wait.   I'm feeling a little off today...feel like I'm fighting off a bug of some sort (sore throat and headachy) but practically everyone around here seems to be sick with one thing or another so no surprise...plus time of the month.   Mostly I feel good mentally but at night when I should already be in bed (like now) I start getting my bad thoughts.  But I cope with them well.  I know they creep up on me more when I'm on my period.  I'm just worried a bit because I've been feeling really good for awhile and I'm always afraid of a crash but hopefully that won't happen.  Next week is a very busy and emotionally challenging week but being aware of that fact should help me deal with things better.   Well, before I start thinking too far ahead and getting myself upset about stuff they may not even upset me I am going to end this up and get my butt to bed.  There's nothing much really to write anyway.