I'm making some major changes in my life right now.  Doing what I feel is right and will benefit me and others in the long run.  Yes, I'm isolating....but not in a bad way.  I just need time to think through a lot of things.  I feel more peaceful then I have in quite awhile.  I don't feel that what I'm doing will hinder my progress...I can only see it helping.  I'm considering a break from the computer as well...switch to writing in a notebook for awhile.  Change things up a bit ya know.  I'm screening all phone calls...and only taking certain ones to assure the person on the other end that yes I am okay.  I just need to figure out some things in my head...on my own.  I wish I had the money to figure it out from the comfort of a semi-decent hotel for a few nights but that's not how it works.  Life has a way of not working out how you'd want it to ideally.  But that's okay...it will all work out somehow.  I'm at peace about things.  I know God will make sure I have the necessities even if it's not what I think is ideal.  And really, as long as I hold on to Him, nothing else really matters.  He's my provider, my sustainer, my life, my blood.  He is in me fully...and I am doing what He needs me to do to become closer to Him.  That said, I'm going to do my best to get caught up with all of you over the next couple of days and then likely take a break from the computer or at least drastically cut back on the amount of time I spend on it.