Is this how it is when you pray?  I think many of us are guilty of this at times but maybe this video will give you a little something to think about and help you remember there are two sides to prayer.  We need to be open to listening as well as requesting. http://www.tangle.com/view_video.php?viewkey=eb0b7b372491d8bef98b I haven't done a whole lot today.  The two things I had on my list to do today...I didn't do either.  But I did sweep the floor, and do dishes, and cooked supper, and played on the computer, and played with paint...like real paint...the Acrylic stuff often used for tole painting.  I also got my suitcases together to loan to my sister and her family while they go to Florida.  While playing with the keys and the locks I managed to tear part of my thumb nail away from the nailbed....ouchie...that hurts!  Ah well, I survived.  LOL.    It was much cooler in my apartment today.  Very comfortable for a change...even a little on the cold side.   I quite enjoyed it.  It was a beautiful day with blue skies but I enjoyed it from indoors.   Tomorrow is St Patrick's Day!  I also have an appointment with a new psychologist that my LTD providers want me to see for a second opinion, one that has a private clinic instead of practising through the hospital like all the mental health providers that I see.  I have to go to his clinic downtown and after that I have to go to the library and then I'm going to the drop-in centre that I sometimes go to.  I haven't been there yet this year and my case worker keeps asking me to come in so I said I'd probably go tomorrow.  It might be a good thing because she's also the employment coordinator so she might have some ideas for volunteering that I haven't thought of. Well, it's getting  kind of late considering I have to get up early so I should go get the valerian and melatonin into me so I can sleep tonight.  I skipped it last night...oh, and I've gone 2 days now without coffee!  Not even a decaf.