feeling okay at the moment though still edgier then I'd like to admit Mom and Dad were over for a visit but I felt like mom was just nit-picking about every little thing which wasn't helping me feel any better.  I know she meant well though so just tried to keep level headed about it.   Things will work out, I know they will.  I guess I just have a hard time coming back to reality and being stressed about money and all that.  But I know it could be worse and I know God will provide for the necessities. I also decided I am definitely taking a break from Second Life (SL).  I'm putting that at much too high a priority in my life.  It was a blessing for a time but now it's time to move on from that.  I even deleted the program off my computer so that I can't just go on as an impulse or out of habit.  I think it will be a good change.  Will work on phasing out some of the other programs I use too much at a later time...like facebook.  One step at a time.  I'm also trying to cut back on coffee, but haven't given it up yet.  No wonder I am feeling stressed and overwhelmed eh.  LOL.