I'm feeling so depressed and overwhelmed with life at the moment. I don't want to even get out of bed. What the....why. I need to get back on top of things soon. I've got a trip to get ready for and I can't be all down and depressed for that. I've been fighting urges to do things that would put me in hospital. I don't want to be in hospital and I don't want to have those things be a part of my life anymore. I just want to have a little bit more "normal" life for a change. I'm sick of the fact that my life for 12+ years has revolved around mental health. Anyway....now all I'm doing is complaining and that's not going to be helpful for me either. Lord, you know how I feel and You O Lord can help me overcome this. I thank you for all you have done for me. Amen.
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{{{Hugs}}} I hope you feel well enough for the trip...
Not wanting to end up in hospital is enough for you to not do anything which will put you there...You have the strength...
Love Karen x
I think you may have a little hangover from the mixing up of drugs and alcohol last night. I always feel washed out after taking that stuff, I think when you haven\'t had enough good sleep it hits you twice as hard. Don\'t worry God is merciful and he will hear your prayer.
Nan