Appt yesterday with psychiatry went good.  She said it's possible that I am withdrawing from the oxazepam and if I want to I could taper it instead...but she also said I'm probably over the peak for withdraw so that things should start getting better soon...with the exception of maybe the insomnia.  We decided to hold off on upping the dose of the prozac (I'm only on 10mg) and we want to get it to at least 20mg.  But she doesn't want to do that while my stomach/abdomin is giving me so much grief....which is good because I told her right now I'm not willing to up it either.  I didn't update last night because I had what I think was the worst headache of my life (no probably not quite, but close).  Looking at the monitor was making me feel like throwing up.  Didn't sleep the greatest last night.  Fell asleep around 11pm and was awake at 1am.  Fell asleep again around 3:30am woke up at about 5am.  Fell asleep again, woke up again, fell asleep again, woke up again.  Got up and stayed up at 9:30am.  Through the night and so far today blood pressure and especially heart rate are back up.  Last reading was kinda scary 138/92 with a pulse of 125.  Will check it again after resting a little bit.  Have physio today in a bit but will tell her what's going on.  Can't cancel now or I'll get fined.  So will at least go up and meet her and get forms filled out (actually updated, been there before) and then see what her opinion is.  Gotta go pay an ambulance bill from last year too (November), Mom is coming in to help me with that since it's way across town and not directly on a good bus route.  Have another one coming sometime this year but haven't gotten it yet and this other one is past due.  Hmmm..that reading is a little better 125/80 but pulse is still 106.  Ah well, guess that's why I have an EKG scheduled for Monday and a crap load of blood work I really need to do.  Just a matter of getting there twice in one day (8am and again at 4pm for one of the tests).  Will try to get there tomorrow I guess, except it's suppose to be soooooo cold...actually just checked the expected temperature and today is looking just as cold.  So if I"m going out today can probably handle tomorrow as well.  We'll see how today goes I guess.  If you are someone that prays can you keep me in prayers that I get a good night sleep.  I think that would make a world of difference to how I feel physically.  Gotta go, need to get ready for physio.  Mom called, she wants to do some shopping near the physio place so she's going to pick me up.  I love my Mom.