It's a little after 3am...I got up so early yesterday that I crashed too early in the evening last night and was awake again shortly before midnight.  Planning on heading to bed again soon though. Appointments overall went well.  Decided because of things going on physically right now and the fact I'm going away in about 6-7 weeks to put the day hospital program on hold.  Try to get my energy up a bit and then maybe by mid-March or early April if I am still having trouble I can do the program then.  I'm just not up to commiting right now to the intense 6 weeks, not while I'm dealing with the other stuff and having so many appointments. Physician appointment was good overall.  Got the stitches out but the cut opened up again some so have the steri-strips on but they aren't sticking very well.  May have to wrap them so they stay on a few days.  She also prescriped Pariot (not sure if that's how it's spelt) for my stomach.  Not so much heart burn today as it is bloating...omg...just wish I could have a big huge belch and feel better...but no..just these little ones...maybe tomorrow will feel better.  Things are moving so I don't know the problem.  But she wants me to give this a try and I go back in 1 week for wound recheck and the lovely pap and overall recheck of the issues going on.  She didn't seem overly concerned about my back, and to be honest, neither am I.  It does seem better today but has moved into the right SI joint which I tend to have problems with anyway.  Still going for physio on Thursday though.  Need to strengthen all my back muscles and improve my posture (totally guilty of slouching).   Mom came in and helped me out today and brought me the magic bag and some groceries.  Plus she went overboard and did some laundry I left there and brought that in.  I keep telling her she doesn't need to but I know she's trying to make sure I'm taking care of myself...or that someone is taking care of me.  I love her and appreciate her so much.  Just don't want her to be going out of her way for me so much.  She's got to look after herself too.  But I loves her.  Low grade fever tonight, not enough to worry.  Blood pressure and pulse are decent.  Mentally I'm alright.  Feeling a little worn down but it'll be alright.  Tomorrow is a new day. Guess I didn't really do much exciting today...just what needed to be done.