still really struggling but talked to my psychiatrist and the meds are a go if I want to which makes me feel a little better.  I've done the no med thing a few times and know that usually doesn't end up being a good option for me either.  She didn't have a lot of time to talk but thankfully called back before noon...even though it woke me up.  So anyway...i guess that much is good news.  I feel a small percentage of relief...very small...but every little bit counts. I think I posted this before...but worth posting the link again if it'll work. http://tinkergirlsb.piczo.com/perspective?cr=2&linkvar=000044 Make sure if you look at it you look at the pictures and the words.  It's a short cartoon.