I'm feeling really weird.  I think it's the luvox but I'm not sure.  I feel like I'm floating when I'm moving, and when I'm sitting I feel like I'm moving or everything around me is moving.  There is still a lot of pressure in my head...and well tonight my head is aching...it started before I went to bed and it's still aching even after sleeping all day.  I didn't wake up until 6pm.  OMG I don't know how I slept that long.  I did put an earplug in though because were it was storming out last night and I stayed up to ring in the New Year online with my friends in different timezones by the time I went to bed the wind was howling and the snow plows were out in full force and one was across the street clearing out the gas station.  It was just so noisy I had to put that in because I wouldn't have fallen asleep without it.  But the downside is I end up sleeping extra long because it blocks out all the noise that usually would wake me up.  Ah well...I'll take sleeping meds tonight...well....benedryl probably since it seems to work a little better then the oxazepam and hopefully fall asleep by 4am.  And will try to get up no later than 2pm tomorrow.  I will try to get the sleep on track a bit at a time.  I can't expect any earlier than that were I didn't wake up until 6pm tonight. It was interesting last night.  Not a very exciting ring in the New Years but it was okay.  I came back to my apartment and my roommate had a friend over and then another friend invited himself over.  He was drunk and making inappropriate comments to her.  Her other friend left at 10pm...and he was trying to stay later, I think he was assuming we'd want him here past midnight but my roommate goes to bed early since she works..he obviously doesn't know her well at all...anyway...he pushed her too far and he got kicked out shortly after 11pm.  I wouldn't leave the room...because I could tell the way he was acting if they were alone together she would've been in a dangerous situation.  Anyway, she thanked me so much for being around after he left.  She said it would've been a bad situation if I hadn't been right there.  He probably would've been a lot more forcefull and agressive.  So I guess it was good I was here but it was awkward.   She did stay up till midnight which surprised me, but she was on the phone with one of her supports.  But we all wished each other Happy New Year while she was on the phone and when she was off the phone I gave her quick new years hug and she went quickly to bed.  I stayed up...of course. I saw a couple fireworks even through all the snow.  And saw lots of people walking the streets and cars sliding all over the place.  I live at a busy intersection which happens to be at the bottom of a hill on the street nearest our windows.  So cars slide a lot when trying to stop for the red lights.  I had to call 911 on a guy who was obviously drunk walking in the middle of the street in the poor weather conditions walking right into traffic.  I saw him fall and stumble all over the place and I was like...if I don't call the police and I find out some guy was found on the street in the snow or got hit by a car and I hear about that then I am going to feel guilty so I decided that it was better to call.  He just looked so unsteady and unsafe and the snow was blowing and if a car came I don't know if they would've seen him he was dressed all in dark clothes.  And if he fell well he would've easily gotten run over.  So I called.  Hopefully I wasn't overreacting...I just wasn't comfortable with the way the situation looked...so I did what I felt was best.  That was around 3am. At 4am i helped ring in the New Year with my friends on the west coast online...and then logged off the computer and went to bed.  But I couldn't sleep.  So I started reading a book I got for Christmas...Marley and Me.  But that was waking me up so after a few chapters I had to put that down.  Reading almost always wakes me up.  Odd, I know.  Then it was all the noises keeping me awake.  So the earplug went in and finally sometime after 6am I fell asleep. I probably slept a good 10-11 hours.  I just woke up at 6pm about 1 hour ago.  And got up had breakfast and took my luvox.  My head is throbbing, which I know I already said.  I know it's not a hangover, lol...I only had half a glass of wine.  I think it's just a mix of the pressure in my head and the weird sleep schedule.  Or it might be from the diffuser I got for Christmas.  Sometimes strong scents give me headaches...but I'm leaving it out for a few days...in the dinning room...I will put it away in a few days after my sleep is better if I still have a headache then.   Anyway...I just feel off..which is making me feel kinda bad...mostly it's physical..but I'm having some bad thoughts too.  I think it's just because I'm feeling so off though.