Ughhh...I'm still at my parents house because it's taking me forever to get laundry done.  I just don't really have the motivation to be doing it...but I know the sooner I do the laundry the sooner I can head back to the city.  I did get my first load in finally. I need to have a shower...I don't like having showers here...their water is so hard and it dries out my skin and it's so hard to get all the soap rinsed off.  I much prefer showering at my place...plus we have lots of water pressure in the city so it feels kind of like a nice massage.  Ah well.  I will have a shower here because I need it.  And then we are going to my sisters house I think.  So will need to put up with allergies.  Need to remember to take the ventolin with me and try to pick up benedryl at the store on the way.  Blech.  I hate having allergies but I will deal. Overall I'm doing alright.  Feeling a little bit depressed but not as bad as a few weeks ago...and the anxiety has been really good.  It's been awhile since I've needed to take any ativan so that is great.  It's been only one week since I started the Luvox so hopefully within the next few weeks I'll be feeling even better.  And hopefully the reflux (GERD) will settle down.  It is at it's worst when I first wake up usually so I think since the Luvox doesn't make me drowsy at all I am going to start taking it with my breakfast and see if that is any better.  Plus I've had problems sleeping ever since I started it so if I take it as soon as I am awake maybe I will actually be able to sleep.  *shrugs*  I really hope I can fall asleep before 5am tonight.  I took 40mg of oxazepam last night to see if that would help.  It didn't.   Well...not much else to say.  I think I need to go put the laundry in the dryer and put another load in.  Anyone want to come do my laundry for me?  LOL.  j/k  I just really hate laundry.