i slept in majorly today...it's partially my fault though...i just couldn't get tired...and the sleep meds weren't doing it...so after waiting for hours for them to kick in with no luck I took an extra dose...dummy yeah i know..but i really needed to fall asleep...i was having urges and thoughts.  So I woke up today at 4:30pm.  *shrugs*  Oh well.  That's life. Since I've been up I've managed to have a shower...that's about as exciting as it gets.  I've been online most of the rest of the time.  Although I did bring one gift out to wrap that needs to go to the post office tomorrow.  Opps...it'll hopefully get to it's destination before new years.  Yeah I'm a little behind.  Again, it's life.  At least it'll get there at some point. I start the Luvox tonight...50 mg.  Hopefully it will go well.  I'm a little nervous.  It's suppose to be sedating but my experience tells me I usually get the paradoxal reactions to meds so I won't be surprised if I'm bouncing off the walls instead.  Especially given what time it was when I woke up.  Ah well...I guess we'll see.   Gotta go find something for breakfast/lunch/supper...it's 6:30pm...so you tell me what meal it is.  LOL.  Gotta get my hair outta this towel (from the shower)...and I gotta wrap that gift.  Life... *sigh*