i od'd last night before bed...nothing major...i guess you could call it a controlled od...is there such a thing?  All it did was give me some weird dreams...a lot of them had to do with buildings leaking...water pouring in everywhere...i think it's probably just because it was insanely rainy yesterday.  *shrugs*  Well...I need to go get my very late breakfast...which I don't want....so I can take the manerix...which i don't want anymore.  I might as well be off meds altogether....I'd go crazy but there wouldn't be all this extra crap to deal with.  If I make it to Monday it'll be a miracle.