i think they're right about the meds....i don't know if it's possible to tell that soon...but i woke up fine and shortly after taking my dose the anxiety started...and it's so f*cken intense.  I don't know what to do.  I really needed this option to work.  I'm a mess...and I'm trying to get ready for an appointment.  I just want to curl up in a ball and die.  I dunno.  I don't know how I'm suppose to survive the weekend let alone make it through to Christmas and into the New year...I don't even know how to get through today.  I just want to give up soooooooo bad.  Anyway...sutures are getting out today and maybe my doc will have some suggestions...I dunno...I doubt it.  She sort of tries to stay out of the mental health stuff and concentrate on the rest of my issues.  I gotta go.  I just needed to vent.