the doctors think my constant high levels of anxiety are from the manerix so they are lowering the dose...i'm so fucking scared and frusttrated...i dont' want to do this battle anymore...i'm still trying to hang on...but this just really is not helping things right now.  The dose I was on was considered a low dose...now they want to go lower.  So what's that gonna do.  Means I'm going to end up probably with more depression again.  I believed, because I had to, that this was going to be the right one....now they are saying it's probably not.