the doctors think my constant high levels of anxiety are from the manerix so they are lowering the dose...i'm so fucking scared and frusttrated...i dont' want to do this battle anymore...i'm still trying to hang on...but this just really is not helping things right now. The dose I was on was considered a low dose...now they want to go lower. So what's that gonna do. Means I'm going to end up probably with more depression again. I believed, because I had to, that this was going to be the right one....now they are saying it's probably not.
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Hang in there...the good news is they are trying really hard to figure it out with you. Keep the faith, last winter I had to go off everything and start from scratch, it was hard but now I have meds that work for me. So if they could figure me out I have faith they will figure out a combination that works for you. Hey maybe God\'s working on your patience factor. ( I know, never pray for patience because you will get lots of practice!).
Love ya,
Nan
PS thanks for the nice comments too!