i can't do this...i. have an appointment to be at in 5 min and i can't get outta my pj's...i can't stop hurting myself...i can't stop cutting i can't stop burning....i'm afraid if i leave my apartment i'm going die...i can't do this...i don't know what to do... i already talked to crisis line...and left message for my counsellor...i'm losing it...i don't know what to do...i can't figure out why i'm like htis i need help and i can't get it...i need to see the counsellor and i can't leave...how am i suppose ot do this...HOW...i can't do it...i'm gonna die...i'm gonna fucken die if i step outside my apartment