Family is okay...they just all conveniently forgot about me and neglected to turn their cell phones on.  Water is back on...but not until after I left for my appointment.  The appointment was the only good thing of the day.  I am so freaking close to doing something that will land me back in the hospital...and plain and simply...I don't have time to end up there again.  There's just too much to get done.  I'm sure you've heard that phrase...."I don't have time this week to have a crisis, my schedule is already full"...well that's pretty much it.  Oh and just to make things real peachy...I got my ambulance bill today from when I tried to kill myself....$130 and something cents.  Nice....real nice.  Now sometime in the middle of my really busy schedule that I can't keep up with I have to find time to go across town to pay this stupid bill...and then back across town to get it reimbersed by my insurance (thank God I have that) but it's the inconvenience of it that's pissing me off.  I gotta go.  I have myself locked in my room right now because I am seriously afraid that I may strangle my roommate or her friend if I am in the same area as them.  Actually...make that her friendS (plural) sounds like there's more now...oh wait...Monday night means jam night.  For fuck sakes this day just gets better.  Usually I don't mind them...right now I'm coming unraveled so quick it's not funny.