Made it back to the city with enough time to shower, have my online appointment, have supper, and get to depression group...was close though.  Online appointment went okay...I got really emotional though.  Depression group kind of sucked...there only ended up being three of us there so we didn't stay the full time.  Just as well.  I'm trying to wind down now so I can get up around 6:30am so I can get to my dermatology appointment.  If I actually get up then that should give me more then enough time to wake up and have breakfast and do the med thing and get to the appointment.  *shrugs*  We'll see.  I'm not really feeling much like sleeping right now.  It's almost midnight and I'm having anxiety issues.  I haven't gone to bed this early in awhile and I'm not exhausted enough to just lay down and sleep.  Will see how that goes though.  Right now I know I"m just procrastinating.  I'm actually kind of feeling a little bummed.  I dunno.  I need to figure out some stuff...right now...I really want to figure out a living situation that I would be happy with.  I don't think this one I'm in is meant to be.  But no one that I have talked to likes my options for places I could actually move (government/public housing) is looking like it might be my only option since nothing is opening up in the coops anytime soon.  And well...some of those areas the public housing is in are not really great areas...but one of them I don't think I would mind.  A lot to think about.