i'm okay...i took an ativan and walked up to the restaurant...in the rainy, snowy, icy wet weather we were having...but I went.  I only got to see them for about 10 minutes...but I faced my anxiety and fears (with a little help) and went.  I'm glad I did.  Some of them I haven't seen probably in over a year.  Anyway, it was short but sweet.  I got a small order of onion rings and one of the deserts to go, actually just finished it a few minutes ago.  Had a low key night here since the weather was nasty (but I loved it once it changed to mainly just snow) and finally managed to watch Evan Almighty while hanging out with my roommate.  We cracked open some wine as well...it was fun.  Now she's gone to bed and I'm just chilling and hanging out.  I may do some more Christmas decorating if I don't go to bed soon.