wow, so it's been a little crazy here today with insane weather but it's okay.  It was insane rain and wind...so much that the windows in my room were leaking from the top and my roommate basically had a waterfall in her room with the water literally coming through her ceiling.  Lovely.  Landlord was called but won't even come by for another day or two at least.  Add to that our heat is still not working right.  It was off most of the day or at least not too bad...but tonight I have it turned down to 60 as not only am I melting but the butter literally is too...and the heat is still pumping out like crazy.  The rain stopped enough that I could open the window for awhile to cool this place down...but it is still windy so I couldn't leave the window in my room open.  It just made the door rattle too much so I closed it again and turned on the fan.  Joys of apartment life I tell ya.  I love the place, I really do, just don't like the issues with heat and now leaks.  Next time I move I hope I'll be in better finances so I can get a place that is half decent...but that's not looking promising.  The way things are lately I'm more likely to end up in public housing.  *shrugs*  Whatever works I guess.  Anyway, I'm not really complaining, just sort of babbling. It's been a mostly lazy day but I've felt pretty good so no complaints.  My back and neck hurt but not bad enough to do anything about them.  My arm still hurts, the vein, but it seems a little better.  My tummy still feels off but then it's been through a hell of a lot so I don't expect it to feel great for awhile...especially while it's adjusting to the new meds.  That's going okay.  Med increase on Wednesday if things continue to go okay.   Dentist appointment tomorrow to get the tooth fixed (hopefully) that they worked on last time.  I think the filling is just too high...at least I'm hoping that all that's wrong.  Tuesday is appointments with two different counsellors.  I've decided to start seeing my old one again for awhile as I've been calling her a bit anyway the last week or two for extra support...and the online one I think I just want to see her to check in for a few minutes and for prayer.  Wednesday my Aunt is coming down to the city for a medical appointment and hopefully the family will get together for a bit.  Thursday I'm keeping open for now.  And Friday is 2 more appointments, one with my psychiatrist and one with my family doctor.  Crazy week for appointments, eh.   Trying to get caught up on journal entries...and am doing okay at it.  I'm caught up to the last 3-4 days....better then 9-10 days behind like I was.  I promise I will get there....but it won't be tonight.    I'm feeling pretty decent but kind of flat...if that makes sense.  I guess that probably means I'm blocking things...but right now that's how I'm getting by.  Considering a couple days ago I didn't know how I was going to live through the weekend I'm not going to stress myself out about it.