fucken idiots around here i'm officially free and more suicidal than i was when i went in...didn't even know it was possible...and i told them you let me go today i'm going to kill myself....because all this is a big joke...lets see who can make you loss your fucken mind first... anyway...not gonna say what i did...but that i'm sorry to say this likely my last entry....i'll stop pestering you all now.
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NICOLLE!!!! what did you do. I told you that I would call you and that I\'m here for you. Please please don\'t leave me, I need you in my life!!!! If you did do something to permantly harm yourself then I need to know how to contact ur parents so I can come up there. NICOLLE!!!! please don\'t do this to me. I love you! And so does God he doesn\'t want you to hurt anymore than you already do and neither do I. call me asap, I\'m calling the hospital now.
I was going to post a video for you, but reading this has highly disturbed me. Give me a sign please. I\'m sorry I feel I wasn\'t there for you enough. But I want you to know I love you as a friend who has seen her share of struggles. Take this as a sign of my hands reaching out to yours to hold tight and to hold on...NICOLE please don\'t let go !
The Lord look out for you, watch over your health in mind, body, and spirit, and that no weapon formed against you shall prosper, in the Name of Yeshua, Our Salvation, Amen!
Friends of Ellocin... I\'ve spoken with her and she is ok. she is alive and well... she should be home sometime this week, at least thats what she told me. so no more worries shes safe and sound and being taken care of. please continue your prayers for her as she needs them... thank you, you can contact me with any questions you might have. Have a blessed day.
SWEETIE,
YOU ARE IN OUR PRAYERS AND IN OUR HEARTS. WE ALL LOVE YOU AND WE ALL ARE HERE FOR YOU. REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE IN THE HAND\'S OF GOD. I PRAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS TO HEAL YOU MIND, BODY AND SOUL.
IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST I PRAY,
AMEN.
hi...it\'s me...just no idea what my password is right now so hoping you see this. I\'m in hospital still but will probably go home soon depending on how the meeting goes. I am really sorry. I will write about things more when I am home again and on my regular account.