sorry i haven't written in a few days....my psychiatrist and i decided to try another admission so went straight from my appointment with her to the hospital. I'm on pass right now...at home...my parents are suppose to be with me but they aren't they just dropped me off but it's ok...i've been super aggitated when talking to them the last few days anyway and my roommate just happens to be home so it's ok. I still feel really depressed and I don't know how to climb out of this. They have started me on the new meds (Manerix) so hopefully I'll start feeling some good effects from that soon. So far all I feel is miserable but not from that. I've felt nauseas and dizzy ever since I overdosed on the benedryl and also now I have a cold...sore throat, pressure in my head, runny nose, sneezy...all that fun stuff. Anyway...I don't really know what to write. I don't feel any better but I wish I did. I'm just working hard right now on getting through each day and hopefully soon will start to feel better. *shrugs* Is that possible? I am not sure right now. But trying to hold on to hope that it is possible.
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I am glad you wrote, I worry when you are away without warning. I hope the hospitalization and the new medicine helps. We have so far to go in mental illness to catch up with some other areas. Wouldn\'t it be nice if there was a quick fix for depression? I am proud of you for working and trying so hard, keep up the good work at the hospital, you make me proud.
Nan
Feeling better is possible, you just have to work at it. We don\'t have passes here in the states. ur lucky.... the med will work soon I hope. I\'ll call you tomorrow. I love you.