i don't think i can do this anymore...i'm falling apart but trying to hold all my pieces together...it's like I've got my arms full...trying to carry everything at once...and it's just too much...things are spilling over...and i can't make it to my destination with all the pieces...some of them are going to spill over and leave a trail...and eventually i'll just be too frustrated and give up even trying to get to the destination in one piece...because there will be nothing left. i'm still at my parents, but got the laundry done. Will go back to the city tomorrow...just got to somehow make it through the night. Just not sure there is any point. I don't think I can do this but I really don't want to chance ending up in the hospital again. I'm such a fucken loser.
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YOU ARE NOT A LOSER! you are just a beautiful failable creation of God who gets to take up space in this universe. Sorry you probably didn\'t want to hear about God... Anyway, so what if you end up in the hospital again I bet I\'ve been in more than you have! I\'m sorry you are feeling so bad, I undestand, and I\'ve been there and I\'ve made it through! you can too I believe in you. I love you and I\'m praying for you, I hope that helps...! call me, or I\'ll call you. My heart goes out to you wish I could take the pain away. Much love and HUGS!!!!
I understand how very depressed you are,but, a few weeks ago you were happy. do you think maybe you have seasonal affected disorder? What else has tipped the scales for you from positive to negative?
Keep looking for the reasons that you are depressed so you can work out those things.