PLEASE STOP IT! That's all I'm asking right now. As for now I am still alive.  I've got to get up and make myself at least half presentable as I meet with my new occupational therapist today...probably a waste of time but whatever.  She's coming here in 1 hour so not much I can do about that. Did more cutting but I really don't care anymore.  It's not bad anyway...don't even need to keep it bandaged.  Decreasing the meds again today...getting back on the original decrease schedule.  Oh joy...but it's doctors orders.   *shrugs* I don't know why I keep writing...there is no point.