i promised i'd still be alive...and i am... i tried so hard not to give into any of the urges...but i failed at that...i did some minor cutting...but not till i tried everything else i could think of first to not give in...including my medication options to try to have a healthy decent night sleep...but i just was not strong enough to fight it... i am sorry i know i shouldn't have but i didn't know what else to do to keep myself from taking a massive overdose...i'm sorry...i know i broke my promise...i know i am horrible...i just don't know what else i could've done... *CRYING* i'm so sorry
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Dont apologize! it\'s not your fault. Its okay, I\'m sorry you hurt yourself, you don\'t deserve to hurt, you are too precious and valuable not only to me but to God. I miss you, I\'m going to call here in a bit. I hope your doing ok tonight and that you don\'t go back into the hospital. let me know asap if you do. I need you here on this earth, we promised each other! I\'m glad you didn\'t overdose. If I can beat this cutting thing so can you I know you can becuase I believe in you! I love you friend!
Rachael
I love you honey!