I can't help but feel that the world would be so much a better place without me in it.  I feel like I'm just wasting everyone's time (I including yours) and wasting space.  I know it's been suggested i go back to the hospital but I would just be wasting their time as well.  what's the point when in the end i'm just going to die anyway.  What's the point in even trying.  If there's a God why won't he just take me home....or maybe there really isn't one.  I dunno.  I just know that the world would be better without me in it.  So somehow I need to do everyone a favor.  I just don't know what to do that will actually work.