I can't help but feel that the world would be so much a better place without me in it. I feel like I'm just wasting everyone's time (I including yours) and wasting space. I know it's been suggested i go back to the hospital but I would just be wasting their time as well. what's the point when in the end i'm just going to die anyway. What's the point in even trying. If there's a God why won't he just take me home....or maybe there really isn't one. I dunno. I just know that the world would be better without me in it. So somehow I need to do everyone a favor. I just don't know what to do that will actually work.
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sorry for wasting everyones time
You aren\'t wasting time or space. Trust me, i know how you feel i feel the same way. But both of us need to realize that it isn\'t true.
Life is God\'s decision not yours. I know you are hurting right now, but that doesn\'t mean you will always feel sad. There will be days of Joy and great happiness ahead. All the great Saints hurt too, so you aren\'t alone in your pain, even Jesus cried out to the Father \"My God, My God why have you abandoned Me!\" Depression is a part of the human condition.
Know that you are loved by me and by your family, if you love them you will go get the help you need. I know when my adult children are suffereing I suffer too. You know how much you mother loves you. I do too
Nan