Took a double dose of my oxazepam so I'd sleep and it barely worked....but did sleep enough. Woke up wishing that basically i had died in my sleep....obviously no such luck. I know I should be turning to God and reading the Bible and all that...but I don't even have it in me to bother. I just don't really care. It's all i can do to even write here. I have my appointment with my therapist tonight but I don't know if I want to bother....she's just going to tell me to read Ephesions 6 and I'm tired of hearing about the armour of God...I don't want to even bother anymore. Tomorrow is dermatology and I wouldnt bother with that either except it takes 6 weeks to get in there...and they need at least 24 hours notice of cancelation and is less then 24 hours away so no choice about that one. Blah. Blah. Blah. Whatever.
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Your therapist makes you read the Bible?
Might be a good reason for me to stay away from them. Could be the start of a Holy War.
Wait.. that might not be a bad idea.
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in my experience most therapists don\'t make you read the bible however the therapist i have now (who I have chosen myself) is a christian therapist....and that comes with it.
Funny how when we know we are doing something wrong, we get angry when someone corrects us, even when we get corrected out of love. I think it starts when we first learn to disobey our parents...that self righteous , \"oh no you don\'t and you can\'t make me\" feeling we get.
Go to your counselor, you need to talk this out.