So much on my mind I don't know were to start.   I've decided to put some extra effort into the whole not using the credit cards.  Darn it's hard to stop even though I really mainly use it for necessities.  I saw one of my credit cards is almost maxed out and that scares me so I am determined to work at bringing the debt down and not use it unless I absolutely have to.  That one I will still use for meds but only because I it gives me points towards groceries and the interest rate is pretty much the same as the other one....it's just the balance that is different.  Yikes.  The other one I know I have to use but that is for dental work that needs to be done.  My mom has kindly helped with groceries this month and I am applying for interest relief on my student loan so I can have some extra money for the next 6 months to help pay down my credit card debt as well as help with holiday spending...for gifts...although I am going to have to budget this year and probably will need to get creative.  I'm also going to start paying more attention to coupons and ways that I can save money on things that I need to buy. Something else on my mind that I feel I need to do is write out my testimony.  The only problem is I have no idea how to start so I have just been procrastinating on that for quite awhile now but I am really feeling it is important to do this.   I've set up a goal here for this to help make it official. I definitely need to tackle my room and reorganize it and plan to get working on that as well.  I am not going to set it as a goal because I have it elsewhere (43things.com) as a goal and well...it's always a goal...regardless of where I have it set up.  It's just something I need to do for me.  I never finished moving in...that seems to be a developing habit and I want to break it. Also, I want to start working on some of my crafts again.  It's something I enjoy doing and I have found something I like to do that I can give others and most people like it as well and that brings me joy and gives me some purpose. All those things I want to start working on as well as continuing what i have been doing and getting set up with an occupational therapist and a personal trainer and all my appointments...it shall keep me busy.  Hehe. As for how I'm feeling physically today...blah.  My body feels about 20 years older then I am...maybe more...and I don't like it at all.  My ankles, knees, wrists, and elbows all are achy today.  Not severly, just enough to be uncomfortable and make moving around a little extra challenging.  No swelling that I can see. Mentally I am feeling okay.  It's been an odd day.  I've been babbling all day and can't seem to shut up and I actually have more then normal (normal for me) amount of energy....I'm almost feeling mildly manic but hey I'm not complaining.  Just wish my body and mind would cooperate at the same time.  LOL.  If it's not one it's the other.  I did get out today to the grocery store wtih mom and did some walking around even though it was uncomfortable...so I am happy about that.  I didn't let the aches keep me holed up in my apartment all day and night.    Anywho...that's that...I'm just feeling really thankful and inspired today and just know that God has good things in store.