So...uhmmm....if it's not a bad day mental health wise it's definitely been a good one physically.  I did go to my bloodwork and bought some juice to drink after so I could catch up on my meds....and then wandered to the grocery store and picked up some nacho's and salsa trying to kill time until my dr's office would start taking phone calls again (they take a long lunch break).  So finally got ahold of them and actually got an appointment for the same day but it was later in the afternoon so I went home and rested a bit.  The pain in my shoulder/neck/chest has been getting steadily worse as the day goes on and it's way worse when I try to breath.  So she saw me and said she wanted me to go to the ER for some more specific bloodwork (blood collection clinic is closed by this time of day) so off to the ER I go.  My nerves started going so I took an ativan so I could handle just the process of getting there and called my mom and asked if she would come meet me there.  So got in and they took me right in for a bit to do bloodwork and a chest xray and then had to wait for an hour or two and then they called me back to a room and said I will need to go back early in the am for some special scan and they injected me with a couple needles of bloodthinners and sent me on my way.  So mom invitited me to come back to her house and she will take me again to the ER tomorrow.  Not enjoying this much, can't seem to stay away from the hospitals lately and my emotions are a wreck.  On a plus note, tomorrow is day 100.