my friend is here for a night or two or three... i don't know if i can be here with her every night though...right now i want to give in so bad...i don't care if i live or die...i just want to stop feeling this way... i know that is selfish...i'm trying not to let it show when everyone is around but now that everyone is asleep i need to get it out...i just don't have it in me right now to be going through this and to be a support too... i dunno what to do...
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y r u so down? I dont know, pls share. is there a goal you want and not going to it, or just worthless feeling, usually depression is anger held in. What are you angry about? some things you dont have to agree with or like, but if you accept them say okay it is what it is, and move on you can find a clear mind to deal with the pain or problem.
I hope that you stay strong, You mean alot to me and I think of you often. I look forward to hearing from you and I know that you are a worthwhile person just in pain right now. I know you can make it thru it. Feelings are for a reason, they try and tell you something, usually needs to change.
I wish you well and hope you can find the gratitude that you have friends to hand out with!
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