So much for a decent night sleep last night.  Even with the oxazepam I ended up tossing and turning a good majority of the night...but in a groggy kind of state.  Finally decided at 7am to get might butt up.  No sense fighting it anymore.  I do know I slept some because I had weird dreams and had to make sure when I woke up they weren't real.  I guess I can't even get away from the urges to cut while asleep...that's what I dreamt about.  I'm okay at the moment though...hanging onto my Lord knowing that He is the Truth and the Light...and that His strength is greater then my thoughts and urges.  Oh...and decided to unfreeze my days so I am back on track with the not cutting.  I only had a one day penalty...and I am okay with that.  Anyway...yeah...don't really have much to write other then that...I have 2 appointments today so will probably be on later tonight.