So glad I am heading home at some point today.  My mom is getting on my last nerve...I love her...but I am ready to strangle her I think.  *SCREAMS*  Just hearing her footsteps outside in the hallway is enough right now to get my anxiety going haywire.   It ended up being well after 5am, maybe 6am when I fell asleep.  Everytime I went to log off something would come up that I would have to deal with.  And then I was too hungry to sleep...so got up and ate...and then I couldn't lay down for awhile because the food needed to digest...and then I was fairly awake.  So I ended up listening to some praise and worship music until I finally decided it was time to shut this blasted computer off and get some sleep. I read my bible before I even got out of bed...been working on 1 Samuel for the last while.  I think I'm on chapter 23 or something like that now.  I am not sure.  I'm not retaining much of anything.  But trying to remember what my counselor a few years ago said...she said read it anyway.  Then remembered to go read Eph 6:10-18.  I went so far again as to touch each area (literally) and say what each piece was for.   Anyway...I'm not really sure what else to write.  I feel like screaming...and tearing up things....but at the same time I feel like snuggling back under the covers and sleeping the day away.  Neither will do me any good right now as I am determined to go back to the city today.  Besides tonight is my roommates last night around before she goes away for a few days and I think at least one or two of the guys will be around hanging out and playing some tunes.  Hopefully I won't be feeling too anxious to hang out with them.