Still hanging out at my parents house and enjoying having my Chloe (kitty) around. As I write this she is laying on my bed making it so I can't stretch out my legs. LOL. Yes, I am laying on my bed but that's because the way the internet is here. If I want to be online I have to either sit on the floor or else on my bed. It's not wireless. :( I slept A LOT last night. I knew I was tired yesterday but goodness that much sleep was just crazy. I got somewhere around 12-14 hours of sleep. It was a little bit broken but not much. The worst thing was though my eyes still didn't want to open after all that sleep. What's with that. Oh well. I woke up feeling better then yesterday...still feeling edgy but not as much as yesterday. So that is good. I spent some time reading my bible before even getting out of bed. I need to be doing that every morning...well not necessarily before getting out of bed...but before getting on with my day...I need that. I almost always feel better if I do. I just wish I wasn't struggling so much with the praying. Why is that so difficult for me? It bothers me that I can somewhat easily spend 5 minutes with someone (although come to think of it...usually there isn't much talking going on) and I have such a hard time spending 5 minutes with God. Maybe the key there isn't so much talking...but time...just spending time together. Hmmm...maybe I should try that. But problem is I still don't really understand how to spend time with Him...I end up daydreaming instead and lost in my thoughts. I sometimes have a hard time with that with people too though...they will be talking and it's just so hard to focus...I spend more time telling my head to shut up so i can listen that I end up missing out on what they are saying anyway. *sigh* One of these days I'll figure it out...somehow... Well...I just remembered I have clothes in the washer and some need to be hung to dry. Better go do that.
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