Okay...definitely time to start getting the sleep back on track.  I think it was after 5am when I fell asleep and was probably around 3pm when I finally woke up.  The worst thing is I wake up and I don't feel like I've slept and I could probably go back to sleep...but I fight through it and stay up...but by the time it's time to go to bed it doesn't matter what I do I can't sleep...so I just stay up.  Tonight I will probably take some oxazepam.  I've been kind of just letting myself sleep when I sleep as I adjust to the increased dose of Celexa and deal with the side effects but well...I can't let the wonky sleep continue much longer.  The nausea seems to be easing up...it's still there off an on but seems to be getting better.  I am still getting dizzy and light headed...sometimes all I need to do is turn my head and I start feeling dizzy.  My blood pressure seems good overall.  I just took it again since I was thinking about it and it's 136/77 with a pulse rate of 69...and that's with me feeling a bit anxious. Definitely feeling edgy today so don't look at me the wrong way...haha...j/k.  I am feeling like I could fall apart at any minute but also that I could heal up.  It's kind of confusing...but at least it's not currently the awful feeling like on the weekend.  I still have no energy and no one seems to understand that.  They think I'm being lazy and that frustrates me.  It's so hard sometimes to even breath and you feel like you can't move...and I do my best to fight it knowing that sometimes to get energy you need to do stuff...but that isn't working for me lately.  All they see is someone laying around on the computer.  I am off and on it multiple times a day...but they just seem to only notice me when I'm on it.  Anyway...I don't wish to be complaining, I know it could be much worse so I will do as much as I can physically do.  Well...I'm not sure what I was going to write when I logged in tonight...and I'm just kind of babbling away...and because I am talking about getting things done I had better go do the dishes like I've been asked to do while my parents are out.  Yes I am still at their house.