i think I figured out part of why I can't find Him again. First, I never realized how mad I was at God for yesterday and all the feelings because of that. Mad because I couldn't find Him, mad He didn't seem to reach out to me again, mad because I thought He said that the process was going to be gentle...realizing now that just because it hurts doesn't mean it isn't gentle.Second, the trust issue comes back to haunt me...lol. I feel so hurt and rejected that I am having a hard time with the idea of trusting Him again...which is keeping me from finding Him again because I am so afraid of being hurt again. I know that i'm probably not interpreting things quite right...I know He doesn't leave us or any of that...but that's how it feels. Does that make sense? Any suggestions on how to work past the trust issues so I feel I am able to put my trust in Him again? Anyone?
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Remember that God always has our best interests at heart even when he answers our prayers with a NO. That is hard to take sometimes...but even Jesus prayed to his Father ..\"Please let this cup pass from me, but not my will Father but thine be done.\"
I\'m betting Jesus was feeling very alone at that time and yet He trusted in God.
Nan
don\'t give up the more you have that attitude the more the devil can play with us. I remember that HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT FOR ME, what I have tatooted on my arm it helps a lot. Praying for you and love you lots...
Rachael