had a really good weekend and really got to spend some good quality time with my heavenly Daddy....but today I am feeling like a kid lost in a department store...an empty one at that...screaming and crying....and no one is around to help me.... WHERE DID MY FATHER GO?!?! I'm always told He doesn't leave us...so why, when I am looking desperatly for Him am I not able to find Him.  I didn't even know I let go of His hand.  Ughhh....I can't take this...I really can't... And now my earthly mother and I are fighting and not speaking...and everything is just falling apart. *cries*