Today is another day of trudging throuh molasses.  At least I finally had my shower but it was kind of pointless...feeling all gross and sweaty again now.  Didn't even realize we were so low on facecloths until i went to have my shower and realized i don't see any in the closet so had to use a hand towel as a facecloth. Thought about doing laundry then realized I have no quarters....turned out someone else was doing laundry today anyway.  My roommate checked too.  She got quarters and will through the towels in the laundry in the morning.  God love her.   Had my online counselling session tonight.  It went well...except for my issues with homework...which is to do with my issues of praying...which is to do with my issues of spiritual warfare....which has to do with my urges to cut and od.  So yeah...anyway...I'm trying but not there yet.   Anyway...I'm still feeling bummed today.  I want to feel like i did the week i moved in.  All energetic and stuff not this depressed, want to withdrawal, cranky, blah feeling.